Dont Go Changing.

unappreciated - not recognized, as to quality or worth

Does it ever occur to you this word that im having everytime when im alone. Im not expecting anything from anybody.Havent we be mr./ms NICE enough to them? Wot more can we do?Everything is just set up this way. Its not even worth of tears from this word. Am i qualified to live this way or am i just some random people who choosed this feeling to be inside of me for long time. Im tired of feeling this way. Is there any other way i can separate it from my soul? Theres no answer!
How do i tell them about it? Face to face communication. Disaster for me.
Will they comfort me? Yes with ''thank you'' word.Temporarily.
What do I feel after letting it out? Good. For awhile.
I can never get through with this thing. Maybe I shouldnt be wondering about this word.
Nobody will notice.Never ever. Wish this could just go away in a blow of a smoke.
My mind is in such a mess! Like the sewage with full of shyte! All those negative thinking its inside me. I wanna get rid of it. Hmm..should i move back to where i belong or continue this foolish journey that leads to nowhere. Seriously, I have no aims in my life. I dont know wot I want in return. I'm not ready to deal with anything ahead of me. Hopefully when I grow older, I will have no difficulty adapting to life. Or maybe I should face the fact that everyone change and I should change myself together with them. I dont know wot im writing its a mixed of changes and the above word, which Im not gonna mention it.
I think everyone should learn living alone on their own. Be selfish for once. Where nobody needs anybody. World have become so apocalyptic where everyone get involves with everything, every single details. Its not a joke for us to mock about.
Theres thousand of words wish i could write in this but being in society makes me think twice.
Im living with people all around me with good heart, i supposed. ;S
So theres nothing more I could say.
There's new ordinary day waiting for me in a few hours time. Off to bed now.
May peace be with all of you in your own way.

Thank you bloggie, for listening to my non sense disposition.

55degrees on top of me

Well hallo! to my blog. Thank you W for suggesting this blog to kill my full time boringness in this place called Kuwait. Let me have some good opportunities to get out of here! Better payment and especially way better life for my social living. This will be my first blog Ive ever written excluded the live journal which i totally forgot about the password.
My Bombay/ Mumbai flight was my saviour for this week of my life! Been sitting at home with daily sickening routine at home for more than 7 days without seeing the sun. Today was the best day in the month of may! Hey the salary is in.My best friend (money)came and visit me only once in a month.I went out with my amoi bestie, W. Its been a month since Ive seen her.The none stop talking session has begun. Gosh i felt very relieve with the talking.
Sending her laptop for service was one hell of a journey. Going around at the same area and with the blurry eyes we have, the centre was actually there. Just there!
The talking session hasn't stop yet, at the mall (avenue) sort of like one utama + pavilion in m'sia. Huge and i wonder why theres hundreds of people walk and shop in there even in weekdays? WTH! That's the whole purpose of going to the mall during weekdays.Less people, more choice. ~sigh~ . This fugly ZARA guy was showing faces with me coz I asked for my jeans size. I was pissed with the face, with my panda eyes i rolled with attitude with him. Damn, i felt good.HAHA.
Choose, picked and buy then off to next boutique. In 4 hours, fcuk i spent more than wot i have budget. I'm dissatisfied with the things i bought cause i want it more! Then an hour at starbucks, more talk we did. Think my mouth have dislocated jaw now.Thanks W! Fatty and Tuk Yai came to avenue, then we went back together. shytte thing is i order medium size pizza and freaking ate all of 'em. I felt that, the more i stay here, the more fatness will be with me. Once home, right away checking my favourite game ''restaurant city''. In this game, I'm the BOSS. In reality, just some freaking Asian slave. Well that's wot i think of myself.
I wonder wot issit gonna be in my next roster for the flight. I'm wishing for Frankfurt and Kuala lumpur flight. I see no shooting star, wait..theres no star in Kuwait. Wot am i thinking! So finger cross and lets just wait till 31st May. Looking forward for those 2 flights. It may change my perceptions for certain things perhaps. Felt so down this past 2 months. The PHASE have came. Hate it! Kept thinking wot's gonna happen next, one after another my LIKE live been disapprove by my life book keeper.