Dont Go Changing.

unappreciated - not recognized, as to quality or worth

Does it ever occur to you this word that im having everytime when im alone. Im not expecting anything from anybody.Havent we be mr./ms NICE enough to them? Wot more can we do?Everything is just set up this way. Its not even worth of tears from this word. Am i qualified to live this way or am i just some random people who choosed this feeling to be inside of me for long time. Im tired of feeling this way. Is there any other way i can separate it from my soul? Theres no answer!
How do i tell them about it? Face to face communication. Disaster for me.
Will they comfort me? Yes with ''thank you'' word.Temporarily.
What do I feel after letting it out? Good. For awhile.
I can never get through with this thing. Maybe I shouldnt be wondering about this word.
Nobody will notice.Never ever. Wish this could just go away in a blow of a smoke.
My mind is in such a mess! Like the sewage with full of shyte! All those negative thinking its inside me. I wanna get rid of it. Hmm..should i move back to where i belong or continue this foolish journey that leads to nowhere. Seriously, I have no aims in my life. I dont know wot I want in return. I'm not ready to deal with anything ahead of me. Hopefully when I grow older, I will have no difficulty adapting to life. Or maybe I should face the fact that everyone change and I should change myself together with them. I dont know wot im writing its a mixed of changes and the above word, which Im not gonna mention it.
I think everyone should learn living alone on their own. Be selfish for once. Where nobody needs anybody. World have become so apocalyptic where everyone get involves with everything, every single details. Its not a joke for us to mock about.
Theres thousand of words wish i could write in this but being in society makes me think twice.
Im living with people all around me with good heart, i supposed. ;S
So theres nothing more I could say.
There's new ordinary day waiting for me in a few hours time. Off to bed now.
May peace be with all of you in your own way.

Thank you bloggie, for listening to my non sense disposition.